WHEN LOVE DIES LIFE CONTINUES, BUT LIFE WITHOUT LOVE IS NOT WORTHY LIVING – PART 1

In the beginning, you live knowing you are going to find the love of your life someday.

But when you let go for whatever reason,

Life is so empty no matter how hard you try to give it purpose.

You try to live on memories but they also fade away after time has passed.

IT IS BETTER TO LIVE YOUR LIFE DREAMING

How about when your dreams come true and, for some reason, everything comes crushing   infront of your eyes and there is nothing you can do apart from cry, and when time passes you have cried long enough you decide to stop crying and move on, except there is no such a thing as moving on.

Realty sets in, you find out you’re never going to be as happy, the emptiness in your heart is going to be there forever, nothing can feel the void. Nothing.

It hurt, I remember it did. He was gone before I could hold him in my arms. I never heard that beautiful baby’s cry that I had waited for for so long (It had been Thirty seven weeks and six days of waiting). 9/03/2015, I was very happy on this day for I thought the long awaited time had come for me to see him and to hold him and to call him son.

Everything turned out so different. The opposite of my big dream. A nightmare I will never wake up from started on 10/03/2015. Ooohhh, that fateful morning when the doctor said, WE HAVE LOST HIM!

It has been a year, three months and twenty days now but still feels like yesterday. I just can’t forget no matter how hard I try
If only I could turn back time, I would beg for a chance to hold the most precious being.

His name would have been Tristan Bravo. May his soul rest in eternal peace.
I still wish for a miracle from the prince of peace, king of kings, The ancient of days.
To restore my soul and my happiness. For his name reigns forever.