God knew that I would never pay attention to Him because I was obsessed with money. I felt that it would get me approval and that people would want to be around me.
So He gave me some money, and I reluctantly came close. Because I wanted some more money, of course.
I started following Christian shows on Faith TV, actually loved some of the ministers like Kenneth Copeland and this sweet couple Ashley and Carlie Terradez, and this guy Rodney Howard Browne who’s like the funniest pastor ever haha.
Before I noticed it, the only channel I was watching was Faith TV and another lifestyle station where I’d get cool business ideas like the Rolex Kiosk which we set up at Gayaza.
So anyways, I did fellowship on TV for over a year because like, I didn’t trust any of our local pastors.
One time, I went to an Anglican Church, but not to pray, I went there cause it was the only place I knew where I could buy a Bible. And I did. I got a new Crossway ESV and it was just beautiful.
Fast forward 5 years later, God has blessed me abundantly, I have no lack… and our company Khainza Energy has taken a firm grip on the market.
So… right now, I’m beginning to realize that I sought God, not because I wanted Him, but because of the things He could do for me (and He did those things). I realize that that was all besides the point… like a sort of foreplay.
The truth is this, Christ died for me. And the most important reason to seek Him, really really urgently, is because this world is ending anytime now. The first people to enter Heaven is the church, of which I am a member.
If we are counted worthy, we will suddenly be caught up in the clouds to get to Heaven (to attend the marriage supper of the Lamb). I found out a few days ago that this could happen RIGHT NOW. And that’s crazy!
After it happens, life will seem to continue normally at first, but that’s when the real tribulation starts.
Our guys at Marvel Studios and other media giants will convince the world that these guys went some place, like Mars or whatever (Elon Musk and Space X are laying the foundation for this), and it will be believable because the Grace to hear the word of God will not be as abundant as it is right now.
People will become more and more self centered, manipulative and uncaring. Basically, you really don’t want to be here at that time.
So that’s why I’m seeking God through Jesus Christ right now. I want to be on that first flight out of dodge! I want to be in my little white robe at the marriage supper of the Lamb. I don’t really care about much lately. I just want to be counted worthy of this salvation.
Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them! Woe to the inhabitants of the earth and of the sea! For the devil has come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time. [Revelation 12:12]